As I have written before, life events can become obstacles to
creative endeavors. That is the main reason why I have not written or drawn
since last - February. Yikes! That is too long.
What could possibly pull me away? There were a few
examinations that needed to be passed to move forward at my workplace. Full
disclosure, stress levels were high. Study schedules were grueling. One exam
was the hardest test I have ever taken in my life. That is not an exaggerated
statement. The good news is, by God’s grace, I passed them all. Ya!
Once over, in disbelief passing the last exam, I drove home
thinking something needed to be studied. That feeling is slowly fading away. With
all of that completed, inevitable burnout followed. This is where I am at now.
It has been roughly three weeks since the last test and this is the first time
I could muster putting my butt in a chair to write something. You may ask, why don’t
you take a few vacation days. Well, I took a week vacation off before the monster
study schedule to give myself ahead start. So that ship has sailed. I don’t
regret it.
The first thing I wanted to do is write to the people who
follow my process as a writer/artis. While on hiatus, which is not a good word
to describe what I went through. To my amazement people who followed me kept
coming back to see when I might be back. Whether it was to my vlog locations or
my blog, they kept checking in on me. I was blown away.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
That has given me so much encouragement to keep doing what I
want to do. I also like to give a huge shoutout to people that live overseas
where the largest group kept visiting.
So how do we move forward from here. In all honest I am still
exhausted from the pass schedule and stress that I have been going through
since February.
I am still figuring that out a creative schedule. The dream
would be going back to writing three days a week and possibly an extra day on
Saturday or Sunday. I need to also develop a schedule for posting blog posts and
topics to be written for those posts. I like to redevelop how I multi-stream
and the esthetic there within. Throw in life duties, ren fair is coming up quickly
and raising a two-year-old daughter. She is an amazing little lady that melts
my heart every day.
So, as you can see, I am trying again to find life’s balance.
How that will look is evolving. I look forward to what is to come, and I am
glad to have you there along this crazy journey.
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